[of all the things kaeya expects, in this moment, childe's fingers sliding between his is not one of them—and it's uncomfortable? undeniably so, both because kaeya does his best to maintain a certain distance from others—and because this contact is not entirely unwelcome. it's fun, the way childe pushes even as kaeya pulls. it leaves kaeya wondering if this touch isn't some carefully calculated act, meant to send kaeya pulling away or looking for some other way to retaliate.
(after all, looking for—hoping for—reactions is one of kaeya's favorite games.)
but there's something... honest, about childe. frank. he has everything in the world to hide, and yet he meets kaeya's eye as though he's an open book—which kaeya likes. it isn't every day he meets someone who is both fun to play, but also keeps him on his toes.]
Oh? I see. How disappointing.
[he's only teasing—or is he? with the way his smile widens as he leans that much closer, childe may never know.
but also, so low as to be almost intimate:]
And this? [a light squeeze of his fingers, his nails lightly catching the back of childe's hand.] I shouldn't read anything into this?
[ childe, despite himself, doesn't manage to take that question in stride. it's not that he flusters openly, nothing so gauche as that, but he does open his mouth and shut it, staring with a strange sort of intensity at kaeya's face. except it's too close to stare at the face as a whole, so he takes it in kaleidoscopic parts of the whole: an eye, pupil slit two ways, a smiling mouth, lips too near. hair grown purposefully to drape over the eyepatch. beauty is a silly thing to be distracted by, given childe's nature, but he's distracted nonetheless.
he'd reached out to guide kaeya's hand out of excitement, because childe gets carried away. not because he'd intended to make his preoccupation known, nor to baldly seduce as kaeya seems to be implying. is he ready to make a complete fool of himself? oh, that's a stupid question - the answer is always yes, as long as the payout is worth the rest. besides, childe's reasons for cleaving to kaeya don't end with physical attraction. or elemental attraction, given the crystals around their necks.
childe gaze cuts away. he seems to be thinking, hand limp under kaeya's fingers, expression blank.
it doesn't last a great deal of time. too quickly afterwards, he's grinning again, clearly having come to a conclusion. ]
Even kids hold hands, you know. I'm an innocent guy.
[ the grin says otherwise. ]
That said - lucky you, you're getting two gifts today.
[ and that's all the warning kaeya's will get before childe's leaning forward, too quick to easily avoid, and pressing a kiss onto that infuriating mouth. chaste but insistent. ]
[the stakes—in this moment, at least—are low; kaeya sees little harm in teasing this person he does not fully understand, because the truth of the matter is that kaeya wants to understand him? both for future plans, whether they take place here or back in mondstadt, and for the simple fact that childe is that rare type that kaeya finds genuinely interesting. easy to predict, in some ways; altogether impossible to predict in others. as kaeya sits here, holding childe's hand while noting the way childe's eyes slide to the side, kaeya can't quite tell what childe is thinking. it's thrilling.
and made all the better by the way that childe, apparently determined to one-up himself at every turn, abruptly closes the bit of space between them, pressing his lips to kaeya's as though it's the most natural thing in the world.
ah.
honesty doesn't come naturally to kaeya, these days; he's made a career of lying his way through life, but this kiss is so wonderfully unexpected that kaeya finds himself smiling into it? humming, softly, as he tilts forward, introducing just enough pressure to make it clear that his lingering kiss is far more than friendly. never let it be said that boldness does not pay off.
but they are still two almost!strangers sitting in a very public space—hence kaeya's slow withdraw, his smile remaining in place as he settles back into his chair. every bit the cat that got the cream...]
My, my. You are full of surprises.
[to say the least!! one last squeeze of childe's hand, then, before kaeya slips his own hand free, allowing it to rest near his drink as he continues studying the man he is now Invested in pulling apart piece by piece.]
But don't you know that you're setting a dangerous precedent? A sword, a kiss— [hmm!] However will you manage to outdo yourself, the next time we meet?
[ childe would be offended if he knew that kaeya described them as "almost strangers", just for the record. they've fought. they've held each other's lives at the edge of a blade. and kaeya's still alive, heart beating behind that tantalizingly displayed chest. that means something, in childe's mind.
which is why he isn't put out when kaeya moves further away instead of closer to him — he'd reciprocated, after all, and he'd accepted the sword despite his obvious enjoyment at dragging the process out. ]
The way I see it —
[ he settles back in his own seat, though it's clear that he's struck through with restless energy. he'd rather dart back into kaeya's space. to fight him, maybe, to reignite his heart with the thrill of kaeya's attention upon him, or to kiss him again, until kaeya's the one chasing his lips. either way, he wants to be centered upon the stage. the spotlight gilding him.
that's not the way of it, though. kaeya's not a fellow fatuus, falling into step with childe by ties forged by patriotism; he's never known the all-encompassing love of the tsaritsa. he's not truly a man of mondstadt, either — he wears his deception like a string of pearls around his neck. glinting in the light. that's the true goal, for all that childe feels giddy in the aftermoments of the kiss. desire flares all the brighter when he doesn't have to separate childe the man from childe the monster — both of them want to be here, pinned and flayed by kaeya's infuriatingly smug gaze. he wants to rip that string of pearls away with his teeth.
childe tilts his head, affecting nonchalance. he might have danced upon a liyuen stage once and again, but his acting skills need refinement — his eyes gleam and linger. ]
You've gotten two gifts from me, and my hands are still empty. Next time, shouldn't you be offering me a gift instead?
[of course kaeya enjoys the attention childe is all but lavishing on him; a peacock will accept any opportunity to preen—but there is an undeniably dangerous undercurrent to everything that childe does? everything that childe offers, knowingly and unknowingly. they're far from teyvat—far from the call of the abyss—and yet, each time they find themselves in close proximity, kaeya has the feeling that he's standing in the shallows of some unfathomably deep ocean, a step or so away from a sandbank that will give way beneath his feet.
childe wouldn't hesitate to pull him under.
but kaeya, despite himself, remains curious, eager to piece together this puzzle. what's life without a little risk? what's life without a bit of fun. it isn't as though he has any pressing responsibilities in this world, other to find his way back to mondstadt before childe brings about the death of him...]
Empty hands? You have a curious way of viewing things.
[gifts should be freely given, etc, etc, but as kaeya is also kind-of-sort-of guilt of bending that particular rule:]
You see, I've always thought a kiss benefits both involved parties—unless it's a disappointment, of course. Too much, or too little. [he cants his head, brow raising every so slightly.] Did you find our kiss disappointing?
[ kaeya has mastered the art of lighting fires with word and gesture alone, and childe still can't decide whether his preferred response is admiration or irritation. right now, with the warmth of kaeya's lips still lingering on his own, it's heavy on the former, but the latter never quite dissipates.
because it's his mannerisms, too: the practiced way that he tilts his head, showing off the elegant curve of his neck. his dark hair falling against his cheek. childe's accustomed to acting upon instinct, but this particular dance requires a measure of finesse.
he holds up his hands, palm up, as if to emphasize how empty they remain. ]
I'd hoped you wouldn't make me spell it out.
[ with all the temerity of a man who means nothing that he's saying. ]
Then again, I surprised you with a kiss. [ with particular emphasis on the directionality of the action: i surprised you. no, we're not letting up on the insistence that childe's giftlessness needs to be remedied. ] You didn't have time to prepare yourself.
[ he leans forward, elbows propped on his knees. too eager, despite the air of blasé he's attempting. ]
That said, I'm willing to give you a second chance.
[if you give a mouse a cookie? if you grant a harbinger one (1) kiss. childe certainly is a greedy little thing, always eager to see just how far he can push the boundaries, just how much he can get away—and kaeya can't help but to be genuinely amused by it. it's always fun when someone is willing to play their (ridiculous) part. even as kaeya remains aware of the ever-present danger lurking beneath that playful façade, he finds himself leaning forward once more, not even bothering to hide his amused exhale as he closes the gap between them.]
How generous. I do hate to disappoint—
[and surely childe expects kaeya to stop just shy of kissing distance? surely childe expects kaeya's smile to shift from smug to perfectly Pleasant, because childe set this up so well; it would be a shame for kaeya to ignore the opportunity.]
—so I'll be sure to prepare myself for the next time we meet.
[no, kaeya isn't swayed in the slightest by the sight of those empty hands. c'mon.]
[ to childe's credit, he remains still as kaeya draws near. perhaps he's finally starting to understand the rules of engagement with kaeya; more likely, he wants to prove a point.
nonetheless, when kaeya puts on his Customer Service face again, childe can't help the flicker of disappointment. it's not about the absence of a kiss - or, that is, it isn't only about the absence of a kiss.
childe's spent so much time sharpening his edges that he's forgotten, in fragment after fragment, how fulfilling the warmth of another body feels. not writhing in pain or fury. simply existing in the same space, trading words instead of blades. of course he has ulterior motives. but they're his own, with no bearing upon the gods and heroes of a foreign land.
he nudges the sword of wyvern bone in kaeya's direction. ]
Of course.
[ of course, he says, like he hadn't been staring at kaeya's mouth a second earlier. ]
Know that I'll hold you to that - perhaps at swordpoint, if you'd enjoy that.
[ and, just like that back, he's returned to his preternatural cheer. ]
[to childe's credit, he handles disappointment well; kaeya is mildly impressed, especially as he watches childe fall back on an act that is obviously as well-practiced as his own. two fakers, sitting face-to-face... it's as fun as it is worrisome, but—]
I might, [kaeya says, slowly, as his smile turns somewhat more genuine.] You would.
[holding kaeya at swordpoint? being held at swordpoint? why not both? childe seems like that type of person—which, as kaeya allows his eye to slide down to childe's lips, kaeya must admit that he enjoys. it's boring to always come out on top, uncontested; it's far more fun to make plans and still remain unsure of their outcomes. a rare risk, these days.]
A spar, then. Next time. [his eye crawls back up to childe's, all as he presses his fingers to the flat of his new blade.] If I'm not mistaken, that's two gifts for you.
[ two fakers, sitting face-to-face; but this one has no qualms with wearing his heart on his sleeve. it beats like a heart, steady and true, but perhaps its weightier than any other. childe wouldn't mind if kaeya reached out and took it in hand.
it's how these things work — you swallow mouthfuls of gold, until you're coated in it. he'll kiss kaeya again, and perhaps press a blade to his throat, and each time he'll leave prints of his body for kaeya to keep. limned in gold, like a precious thing.
childe likes the smile kaeya wears now: it lacks in mirth but teems with something like honesty. he'd like to feel the shape of it against his own mouth. craning forward, deliberately does not demand another kiss. letting kaeya dictate the terms, this time. ]
Alright. Just us, the next time, without the incense interfering. I'll show you what the Abyss gave to me.
[ another flicker of a smile, childe reaching out to cover kaeya's hand with his own. his voice drops to a conspiratorial whisper, though their foreign setting makes it unnecessary. ]
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(after all, looking for—hoping for—reactions is one of kaeya's favorite games.)
but there's something... honest, about childe. frank. he has everything in the world to hide, and yet he meets kaeya's eye as though he's an open book—which kaeya likes. it isn't every day he meets someone who is both fun to play, but also keeps him on his toes.]
Oh? I see. How disappointing.
[he's only teasing—or is he? with the way his smile widens as he leans that much closer, childe may never know.
but also, so low as to be almost intimate:]
And this? [a light squeeze of his fingers, his nails lightly catching the back of childe's hand.] I shouldn't read anything into this?
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he'd reached out to guide kaeya's hand out of excitement, because childe gets carried away. not because he'd intended to make his preoccupation known, nor to baldly seduce as kaeya seems to be implying. is he ready to make a complete fool of himself? oh, that's a stupid question - the answer is always yes, as long as the payout is worth the rest. besides, childe's reasons for cleaving to kaeya don't end with physical attraction. or elemental attraction, given the crystals around their necks.
childe gaze cuts away. he seems to be thinking, hand limp under kaeya's fingers, expression blank.
it doesn't last a great deal of time. too quickly afterwards, he's grinning again, clearly having come to a conclusion. ]
Even kids hold hands, you know. I'm an innocent guy.
[ the grin says otherwise. ]
That said - lucky you, you're getting two gifts today.
[ and that's all the warning kaeya's will get before childe's leaning forward, too quick to easily avoid, and pressing a kiss onto that infuriating mouth. chaste but insistent. ]
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and made all the better by the way that childe, apparently determined to one-up himself at every turn, abruptly closes the bit of space between them, pressing his lips to kaeya's as though it's the most natural thing in the world.
ah.
honesty doesn't come naturally to kaeya, these days; he's made a career of lying his way through life, but this kiss is so wonderfully unexpected that kaeya finds himself smiling into it? humming, softly, as he tilts forward, introducing just enough pressure to make it clear that his lingering kiss is far more than friendly. never let it be said that boldness does not pay off.
but they are still two almost!strangers sitting in a very public space—hence kaeya's slow withdraw, his smile remaining in place as he settles back into his chair. every bit the cat that got the cream...]
My, my. You are full of surprises.
[to say the least!! one last squeeze of childe's hand, then, before kaeya slips his own hand free, allowing it to rest near his drink as he continues studying the man he is now Invested in pulling apart piece by piece.]
But don't you know that you're setting a dangerous precedent? A sword, a kiss— [hmm!] However will you manage to outdo yourself, the next time we meet?
[because of course there will be a next time.]
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which is why he isn't put out when kaeya moves further away instead of closer to him — he'd reciprocated, after all, and he'd accepted the sword despite his obvious enjoyment at dragging the process out. ]
The way I see it —
[ he settles back in his own seat, though it's clear that he's struck through with restless energy. he'd rather dart back into kaeya's space. to fight him, maybe, to reignite his heart with the thrill of kaeya's attention upon him, or to kiss him again, until kaeya's the one chasing his lips. either way, he wants to be centered upon the stage. the spotlight gilding him.
that's not the way of it, though. kaeya's not a fellow fatuus, falling into step with childe by ties forged by patriotism; he's never known the all-encompassing love of the tsaritsa. he's not truly a man of mondstadt, either — he wears his deception like a string of pearls around his neck. glinting in the light. that's the true goal, for all that childe feels giddy in the aftermoments of the kiss. desire flares all the brighter when he doesn't have to separate childe the man from childe the monster — both of them want to be here, pinned and flayed by kaeya's infuriatingly smug gaze. he wants to rip that string of pearls away with his teeth.
childe tilts his head, affecting nonchalance. he might have danced upon a liyuen stage once and again, but his acting skills need refinement — his eyes gleam and linger. ]
You've gotten two gifts from me, and my hands are still empty. Next time, shouldn't you be offering me a gift instead?
[ tl;dr: kaeya! admit that you like him too! ]
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childe wouldn't hesitate to pull him under.
but kaeya, despite himself, remains curious, eager to piece together this puzzle. what's life without a little risk? what's life without a bit of fun. it isn't as though he has any pressing responsibilities in this world, other to find his way back to mondstadt before childe brings about the death of him...]
Empty hands? You have a curious way of viewing things.
[gifts should be freely given, etc, etc, but as kaeya is also kind-of-sort-of guilt of bending that particular rule:]
You see, I've always thought a kiss benefits both involved parties—unless it's a disappointment, of course. Too much, or too little. [he cants his head, brow raising every so slightly.] Did you find our kiss disappointing?
[curious minds would like to know!]
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because it's his mannerisms, too: the practiced way that he tilts his head, showing off the elegant curve of his neck. his dark hair falling against his cheek. childe's accustomed to acting upon instinct, but this particular dance requires a measure of finesse.
he holds up his hands, palm up, as if to emphasize how empty they remain. ]
I'd hoped you wouldn't make me spell it out.
[ with all the temerity of a man who means nothing that he's saying. ]
Then again, I surprised you with a kiss. [ with particular emphasis on the directionality of the action: i surprised you. no, we're not letting up on the insistence that childe's giftlessness needs to be remedied. ] You didn't have time to prepare yourself.
[ he leans forward, elbows propped on his knees. too eager, despite the air of blasé he's attempting. ]
That said, I'm willing to give you a second chance.
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How generous. I do hate to disappoint—
[and surely childe expects kaeya to stop just shy of kissing distance? surely childe expects kaeya's smile to shift from smug to perfectly Pleasant, because childe set this up so well; it would be a shame for kaeya to ignore the opportunity.]
—so I'll be sure to prepare myself for the next time we meet.
[no, kaeya isn't swayed in the slightest by the sight of those empty hands. c'mon.]
A gift to look forward to, wouldn't you agree?
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nonetheless, when kaeya puts on his Customer Service face again, childe can't help the flicker of disappointment. it's not about the absence of a kiss - or, that is, it isn't only about the absence of a kiss.
childe's spent so much time sharpening his edges that he's forgotten, in fragment after fragment, how fulfilling the warmth of another body feels. not writhing in pain or fury. simply existing in the same space, trading words instead of blades. of course he has ulterior motives. but they're his own, with no bearing upon the gods and heroes of a foreign land.
he nudges the sword of wyvern bone in kaeya's direction. ]
Of course.
[ of course, he says, like he hadn't been staring at kaeya's mouth a second earlier. ]
Know that I'll hold you to that - perhaps at swordpoint, if you'd enjoy that.
[ and, just like that back, he's returned to his preternatural cheer. ]
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I might, [kaeya says, slowly, as his smile turns somewhat more genuine.] You would.
[holding kaeya at swordpoint? being held at swordpoint? why not both? childe seems like that type of person—which, as kaeya allows his eye to slide down to childe's lips, kaeya must admit that he enjoys. it's boring to always come out on top, uncontested; it's far more fun to make plans and still remain unsure of their outcomes. a rare risk, these days.]
A spar, then. Next time. [his eye crawls back up to childe's, all as he presses his fingers to the flat of his new blade.] If I'm not mistaken, that's two gifts for you.
[leaving empty-handed, kaeya's ass.]
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it's how these things work — you swallow mouthfuls of gold, until you're coated in it. he'll kiss kaeya again, and perhaps press a blade to his throat, and each time he'll leave prints of his body for kaeya to keep. limned in gold, like a precious thing.
childe likes the smile kaeya wears now: it lacks in mirth but teems with something like honesty. he'd like to feel the shape of it against his own mouth. craning forward, deliberately does not demand another kiss. letting kaeya dictate the terms, this time. ]
Alright. Just us, the next time, without the incense interfering. I'll show you what the Abyss gave to me.
[ another flicker of a smile, childe reaching out to cover kaeya's hand with his own. his voice drops to a conspiratorial whisper, though their foreign setting makes it unnecessary. ]
Other than you, of course.